Ethan's mind



It seemed to be easy, but I knew that it was one of my weakness. I tried to be brave and strong but now, the feeling of loneliness is invading me and I don't know why I feel empty even when I'm smiling. I knew that I was a liar and I feel like the most foolish person in the world, damn, I really don't know how I could live with my lies and how the silence became my best friend little by little. Where the old Ethan is? Why I can not recognise me right now? Did I changed that much? Too much questions are inside me and make me cry when I have too smile and make me smile when I am suposed to be sad.

How can I say that I'm a human if I don't know my emotions? Please god, help me.

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